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Monday, 15 December 2008

CHEATING STORY

We human are always hungry. Those hunger can be anything. Its like imagination of people to reach moon. Well nobody thought Rocket gonna work for that. But rocket worked and they reached the moon. Now look at the News They are trying to reseach in Mars..I am not Martian..sorry for those guys if they found any of them there lol(commercial ad)

I am trying to make clear of human behavior. There is nothing in this world that human wont persue time to time. In case of realtion it goes same. Men always want beautifuls. Its like when u give lil sugar to kid they will ask for more and more. So far, Even i am male i never believed myself when it comes about relation with girls. Well i would be happy if i had same color of pants or shirts like mine brother when i was kid.If he had different i wouldnot wear mine.Simple in this relation to fit. If u see somone is walking with beautiful ladies there is obvious that men will watch for them. Nobody can cheat if u beleive in urself.But dont let doubt on ur partners.If u start to think its going to be end soon. How foolish people can be when they aare in relation.They do everything for thier partner and they cheat.NOt fair I know. BUT that means u are not in his level of choice anymore. You are like shirts in the closet. You refering Men and Women both.
There is not such Love..a true love existance. Dear readers,there is no such love if u are seeking. I am not looser lol
But thats the truth,You wont just get those love ..Its human nature ..who knows u perfectly.u do. who knows how u want to be loved,u do.Noonelse! Noone can satisfy with that..cuz they have different mentality. Love if u really mean i would say is Sacrifice! BTW i am hypocritical too. But so far what i have learned is you have to sacrifice. Thats what love really means. U have to sacrifice ur thinking of ur partner, ur behavior toward him,ur pain and jealous must be closed in closet.
And i guess u will get love not real but u will feel it. Human are arrogant we know that. But they will accept what you are doing for them,possibly love u truly withoout any knowledge.
Other remain history.One upon a time....

Thursday, 11 December 2008

" An Animal"

I wonder if human were cursed to be Vampire. Even more i wonder if Human are cursed to turned into unusual,unnamed animal which is very dangerous and nasty.
Moon,the beauty of sky when becomes full moon ,man changed to Vampire,In movies..lol..And a man turned to unnamed animal is when they see beautiful ladies.
Its a men heart that cant be stopped being jealous over beautiful ladies.Even the nature is acting opposite against human.I meant,we have a lot of women's in this earth. We say if one shoes gone ,u will have another.likewise,There are many fish in the ocean. WHY? why do we,men need to be jealous. Why there are inner desire that makes us to stop our good relationship with people whom u admire. But she is not beautiful as they are. And u kinnda feel way different.
My psychology teacher told us, Men and Women have only one power of nature. One helps to get pregnant,another gives birth.I wonder if we are ever created for happiness,satisfaction and care and love. So far i have seen is, People hate people who used to say I LOVE HIM or HER.If u love somebody how is it possible to hate. Meeting ur requirement is really hard,People expectance cant be met by anyone. Cant you see,they start to fly airoplane first,then they made rockets and reached Moon, now then they moved to MARS. Next i dont know. Thats how MEN minds are.Not a constant,they need something more everytime. So if u are a girl who is like this have ur application form ready,what sort of people u like,height and all stuffs. You know it is normal. But you say u are in pain when ur guys sees other. Then stop saying u are jealous of that. Its nature,u cant stop. Nomatter how hard u control ur men,there is a heart who will defy u about partners. Girls,You cant be beautful long.You might lose your intrest in Poweders and all make up. But boy! MEN..nomatter how old he is...There lives the evil dog,trying to penetrate and get satisfaction.
Indeed sometime i feel we Men are cursed,we even cant love whom we want someone.Doubt,challenge and love.relly hard to understand.
So,love as much as u can.End is you will seperate one day. Try to love more ur lovers,be with them to forget rest of the world.LoL i dont know what i am saying. howvere,DONT LET GO THAT DOG NOW!
And watch out,You been watched By many eyes. You are proud,arent you girls? But wait there is another girl too...Ur boyfriend moved his head toward her..NOW WHAT ARE YOU JEALOUS?

Wednesday, 10 December 2008

NOT THE WORLD I AM FAMILIAR!

I dont CRY! i am not Big girl lol. and we have movie called"BOYS DONT CRY" ...But there will be moment i beleive.
nothing in world that nearly made me cry after my tearful childhood. since then my eyes ran out of tears.Not that long,a 24 year old lady somehow tried to break my teaars. I am crazy.I Loved a girl for so long since childhood that she didnt know somone is loving her after many years.i did many things just for her. She came to know that and ..she fell in love. Time changed,place changed..we never been so close to make the realtion go. and 2 or three months ago,i felt that i have sexual illness.I still do.somehow i am still controlling.Dont laugh! I am still Virgin! loooooool. And i am 20 lol...becuz of my behavior i kinnda let her free to choose anybody,saing u dont have to wait. If it was face to face i could never say that.just internet.Makes like easy to say.Helps u to write watver u want. cuz they aint gonna hurt you.At that moment i was kinnda fell in love with a beautiful lady.A sad soul,not that sad..but lovely bird i would say. I made her smile,i made her laugh.Things seems okay..we became friend..and slowly,we turned to lovers.Beleive it or not we married in a chatroom.She prepared that for me.I was just playing..and enjoying it.
You cant have lucky time always,can you? same happened to me.She felt i was bit playing with her.I am like a player. She tells i am a teacher for her now. HAH! i teach her how to be coward. Is that what people thinks. Face face..the reality.I dont know what damn reality is. Howver,we were much in relation.I think the internet realtions are always like this.Someone wont understand you.One of you! U start to doubt and then thats the end. We can feel we love.We can feel we will fly miles. Will you? what if the guy or girl is not beautiful as u were thinking,still there will be many things you just wont allow to happen. still there will be doubt in ownself.like appreciation.If any of u wont be happy when u meant. Thats all about! but she ended relaaation telling me i am teacher.I hate that job really! lol but that was my first experience with anybody in internt.who went so deep in my real truths,and she found nothing but a cowardness. I dont know what she thinks.Its hard to understand as i told you. But i cant forget her a bit.So hard..so painful it has been since she left.And time didnt help me this time...Just dont lie.I never lied much.One serious say though..i lie a lot in real world.Have to avoid some situation.
Lifes like this. Sometim i just think..if there is anything a men and women can trust eachother. And suddenly i remember, Womens are born to give birth and caryy on species..and men are just born to get womens pregnant. These two are precious for us. i wish a world i was much familiar. This is complety a mess. I cant understand a bit of anyone hearts...reaally We are Alone.Nomatter how many friends you have.No matter how many we have been in realtion to.1
Not the world i am familiar!!